Satan

I'm tired a lot
I've also been very hostile and defensive like idk I feel like everyone is trying to patronize me. I like the friends I have but sometimes it feels like they drown me and I can't breathe and get hella drain

I don't feel like myself I feel like I'm being selfish and full of myself. Like this is why I hate myself because I get worked up for nothing. This is also why I don't like people like me because the more I hang with them the more I hate myself and feel like killing myself. I can't be myself or else I feel like it's being taken as a joke or just whatever lol

I'm tired and felt like doodling